sometimes i wonder..

you come home. everything is the same. nothings ever different. you re arrange things but still nothing changes. why do we try so hard sometimes to change our surroundings? do they bring back bad memories? are we just bored with our lives? this 'roller coaster' of my life is very dull right now and re arranging my room doesnt do much ha. wheres the excitement? wheres the fun in being young? because it only seems stressful to me to be young.