its like reality....only better.

I have the craziest dreams sometimes. They make zero sense and i forget them instently, but sometimes there's dreams where they make me wish things were like that in reality. I dream about things i just heard or learned the day before and it gets twisted in my dreams. I learned about these things old people have to have sometimes if they cant poop. they have this hole cut in their stomachs and a bag is attached to it. It smells horrible and its terrible to think about butin my dream my parents had them and were mentally ill too. It scared me to think that someday that could be my parents....or even me?