And you realize its finally over...a new beginning you take on your own

Its over. That big moment you waited for so long, it came and went so fast you barely realize it when its done. I want to say i feel different after getting confirmed but after all the tears and family went away i still felt the same...no big change in heart like i always assumed there would be. I practiced my paper that i wrote and it sounded Nothing like what i read today. I read it differently today, i spoke with confidence and sad tone in my voice because this experience was coming to an end. The scariest part I had been thinking about since i saw them get confirmed last year was reading that paper. It was an amazing feeling when i finished reading that and the only person i looked at when i read it was my sister. Our pastors looked so proud of us, they didnt even need to tell us you could see it in their eyes. Everyone looked their best, all dressed up for our day for God. Looking at Ariel i started crying which led to Kate crying and so on..i hope we do stay close and help each other stay close to God.I stared around my church today to make sure i took in every inch..so when i look back ill have something to remember