winter so soon?............

I was in missouri over the weekend for my cousins wedding and it was like going back in time..the tress hadnt changed colors yet and it felt like it barely was fall. It was about a 20 degree difference from here. I came back tonight and its so windy and SNOW!!!!!! last year it didnt snow until a few days before christmas and now it came too soon this year!!
My cousins is a little odd and he had a Star Trek wedding cake haha but it was pretty original. They had an amazing singer that sang during their wedding God Bless The Broken Road. Its weird to think October 27th last year was when my sister got married..its already been a year. Weddings are so fun and cute, there needs to be more of them.

Preggo!!

Its crazy how time flys by whether you want it to or not it keeps going. My sisters pregnant and i think its the most weird thing ever because i can only picture her as the older sister in high school i grew up with...and now shes an adult?! when did this happen. i wish we were alot closer in age rather than 8 years apart.

Im going to be an aunt around June!

BOO!!!

halloweens coming soon!! yessss time to act like a kid again:) even though i act like one most of the time anyways. i love dressing up and getting scared going through the haunted house!! and yummmm tons of candy!!

...then a few days later comes elections:/

whats spanish?

i dont understand it and all its el's and la's. why is it the only language offered at our school now? it isnt even useful really because after high school we wont remember much of what we learned anyways. id rather take french...anything but spanish!!

And you realize its finally over...a new beginning you take on your own

Its over. That big moment you waited for so long, it came and went so fast you barely realize it when its done. I want to say i feel different after getting confirmed but after all the tears and family went away i still felt the same...no big change in heart like i always assumed there would be. I practiced my paper that i wrote and it sounded Nothing like what i read today. I read it differently today, i spoke with confidence and sad tone in my voice because this experience was coming to an end. The scariest part I had been thinking about since i saw them get confirmed last year was reading that paper. It was an amazing feeling when i finished reading that and the only person i looked at when i read it was my sister. Our pastors looked so proud of us, they didnt even need to tell us you could see it in their eyes. Everyone looked their best, all dressed up for our day for God. Looking at Ariel i started crying which led to Kate crying and so on..i hope we do stay close and help each other stay close to God.I stared around my church today to make sure i took in every inch..so when i look back ill have something to remember

Its hard to...

its hard letting go

its hard admitting your wrong

its hard to keep going when all you want to do is quit

its hard to lie to someone you love

its hard to face your fears

its hard when you know you cant change the past

its hard Work to win

its hard to forgive

its hard to reach your goals

its hard to trust

its hard to try to make sense of everything

hard hard hard....nothing seems easy

Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.

There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other.

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it."


"never regret, because at one point it was exactly what you wanted"

Don't let what others think decide who you are.

Be bold and courageous, when you look back on your life, you will regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did.

What appears to be the end is really a new beginning.

quotes ive been thinking about recently..thought they were interesting